the journey?

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i saw a car passenger who recite Al-Quran next to his driver. So awesome as it touch my heart.

10 malam terakhir Ramadhan

Berjanjilah untuk berusaha sehabis baik memperbaiki diri di penghujung Ramadhan kali ini.

Jangan sia siakan peluang yg ada. Yg lepas tu lepas la,,

k. take care.

My Internship experience

assalamualaikum.

Internship .. oh internship...

Currently, i'm in week 3 of my internship period.

week 1- serious
week 2- rileks
week 3- more chillex...

next week??

Wallahu a'klam bissowab...

Anyway, its tuesday everyone.. happy working :)
 

10 malam terakhir Ramadhan

Berjanjilah untuk berusaha sehabis baik memperbaiki diri di penghujung Ramadhan kali ini.

Jangan sia siakan peluang yg ada. Yg lepas tu lepas la,,  berazamlah untuk berubah. Anda mampu mengubahnya.

Ramai yg terrkorban Ramadhan ini. Muhasabahlah diri.

Antaranya:

1. Jiran kg sebelah brusia 20 tahun kerana diabetis
2. Pak cik sekampung kerana sakit jantung
3. Pelajar sekolah smkak berusia 16 tahun
4. Wanita digilis lori di Jalan Langgar
5. Ratusan rakyat Palestine
6. 295 penumpang MH17

Ya Allah, matikan kami semua dalam husnol khatimah. Matikan kami dalam iman.

Takziah #MH17 #Gaza

Al-fatihah.

Exhibition & Seminar on Security: Legal & Ethics

Recently, in fullfill Mdam Salliza course requirement,

Part 6 student

Gambo plis!!

We invited PDRM, and another speaker from USIM.

I was responsible in managing tha VVIPS.

Small matter..

BUT

it become havoc when those VVIPS are coming due to their preferences.. no specific time.. anytime can be a disaster!.  preparation are well made.. at the end, we just do our best to treat them la.. haha

So happy!

Me enjoying this kind pf programme.. this is my third time already..

i will talk about it later in next entry.

for now,
take care. :)

My Wall Climbing Tournament

Jangan pandang ku sebelah mata...

kerna nama ku wanita....

hahaha..

 Chilll.....

 it is toughest tournament ever!

letih bak hang!

i manage get  into final.. top 10.. pastu give up. haha... tarik diri sbb dah malas nk panjat.. ko mampu??

Sbnarnya sbb malu ar.. i masuk sbb nk main main ja.. x sangka boleh masuk final. dari 100 contestant..  manage to get into top 10 is really awesome meh.. mcm x caya..

Uitm Machang ngan Uitm KB bergabung... ramai la jugak..  so, i is malas nk fight fight.. confirm yg kurus kurus dan pantas cergas dri i boleh panjat lagi laju dri i.. less than 50 sec ok.. the winner, my friend, 46 sec je kot.... kalah habih sep sep lelaki pon.... so terer..  Anyhow, eden yg tak pernah try pon dh jadi terminat.. bru pektis 2 3 kali dh masuk bertanding... mmg tak la..

gambo agak susah nk masuk dlm blog ni byk tapisan kna jalankan.. nanti nk kumpulkan kekuatan.. masukkan semua gamba..  hahaha..  sabar..

Research di Pusat Pemulihan Aklak Machang

Bestest research place ever!!

As a student, i'm doing research quite lot.. Different places each time... Name it,  Kelantan, Terengganu, Putrajaya, Kedah, Penang.. among all those places.. this is the best!

At my final year, for the last semester..i choose the nearest one.. PPAM.. however, the procedure.. truely, killing my inside... aiyakk.. punya la susah..

 Alhamdulillah, we'olls manage to get it.. Yey!!

Total satisfaction.

5 of us.. doing research on security aspect to fulfill coursework requirement..

Gambor coming soon....

Cameron Highland trip!!

Asik crita yg tak best je...  sedih je..
 jadi.. moh ler kita ke Cameron Highland..

bila eh pergi... time cuti sem.. lps lepak KL... lps trip KL dgn coursemate.. nnti trip KL next entry yeh..

Kitorang g Cameron bertiga.. eden, nab n K.jah..

K.jah drive from KL ke Simpang Pulai, naik Cameron, pastu turun balik ikut Simpang Pulai gak..
Alhamdulillah, selamat pergi dan selamat balik.

Tempat best yg kami lawati ialah:

• Al-mashoor Strawberry farm
• Lavender Valley
• Big Red Strawberry Farm
• BHARAT Tea Plantation
• Boh Plantation Sungei Palas
• Strawberry point
• Pasar Malam Brinchang
• Tanah rata

dan byk lagi..... byk gak tempat yg kmi jelajahi.. nma tempat tu maaflah.. short term memory loss...

gambo coming soon.. tunggu watermark standarized dulu.. sabo.. haha...

DITIKAM BELAKANG

The person who did this to me, terpaksa ak rahsiakan..

but, yes.. i mmg ditikam belakang dan dirompak cash money RM1000.. this happen 2 weeks before my rumah sewa kena pecah masuk.

she was the one yg rapat dgn i.. very akrab and i never imagine she would do this to me..

i will never forget this hateful moment.. this incident give a lot of lesson to me..
 nobody know.. but at last, people who near me and rapat with me mmg tahu who is that particular person..

 yes, i forgive her, but i will never forget.. i can get back the money.. but with all those fitnah.. it ruining me.
bit by bit, my confident level drop down.. my colleges run away from me.. and my everything all getting bad.. the worst, my academic performance getting affected. my stress level are uncontrollable that time.. it is really unforgettable.. me is unlikely me...

that is the impact of backstabbing.i never imagine it would happen to me.. Ya Allah, Thanks for bringing me near to You again.. I'm so thankful

I believe, something happen for a reason.. setiap yang berlaku ada hikmahnya. For me, the hikmah is i'm getting stronger. Alhamdulillah, masih disayangi orang disekeliling, family and friend is my outmost support.

Thank You Allah. :)

DIROMPAK LAGI SEKALI!!

Sambungan AKU DIROMPAK

Memang tak pernah dijangka.  Syukur Alhamdulilah, that nite, we'll girls mmg tidur sebilik, in case anything happen.. we're all 9 girls in one small bilik.. we call that bilik. bilik kayu.. memang sempit..

that time, i bru beli fon nokia 3310 in case of emergency... RM70 that time.. model baru.. ok la.. ingat nk beli fon canggih.. tapi bila think of keselamatan. better beli yg murah ja dulu.. as a backup... tapi.. sim card tak beli.. bengong la.. yg ada cuma sim kad broadband. sim tu takleh kol.... boleh SMS ja.. ok la.. asal ada cukup.

that nite, same time, 5.45a.m gitu.. ada org bunyi gril depan.. nasib baik Alhamdulillah.. lepas ja find out that perompak masuk ikut lubang angin bilik air dri toilet belakang, pok teh trus pasang grill and tukar semua kunci sekeliling rumah.. sebab perompak tu ambik kunci semua gak..

so, dengar la, org main kunci n grill. then bunyi atas loteng sekali... mmg ada org masuk... kitorng dlm bilik ni mmg terketar ketar dah... i call BJ  n polis bantuan for help... but nobody give a quick response.. kitorng mmg ketakutan gila smpi abg IS smpi n called ckp he was outside. then baru kitorng berani keluar dgn besi n all kind of security tool as kayu hocky abg IS bg that nite..

Yup, that time, mmg perompak tu dtg sekali lagi ambik barang yg diorang sorokkan..
sebabnya, time i kejar diorng, i taknampak diorng pegang any handbeg or beg askar yg dirompak..  diorng pakai sweater and topeng org mesin rumput tu.. itu i preety sure and diorng acctually bawak parang.

apa nk dibuat.. benda dah jadi.. after 3 days, bru i pergi jumpa ustaz and find out thing thing, mmg tak guna dah..

what can i do,i move out from the house... i buat surat, and i pindah masuk kolej. my other housemate pindah ke different location, nad n lin masuk asrama tuan haji, nisa ke 7E ngan Siti... wawa ke rumah E, Atin berulang... to that point, we seperated.

then, final exam.. end of semester.

AKU DIROMPAK

I always wanted to share my experience of being a victim of robbery.

I hope this can be a lesson to everyone else. it is still fresh in my mind even  8 month had passes.

On 14th November 2013, 10 Muharram 1415 hijrah. that subuh, around 5.30 a.m.
 2 criminal enter our house.

my rented house, pok teh house. i had stayed there for almost 2 years and a half. that was on my fifth semester staying there.

i stay there with my housemate, mekna, nad, lin. ying, wawa, atin, nisa, siti and i.. we are 10people in total.

at that time, i went to back room because i need Nad iphone wifi for completing my presentation task to be presented  that morning because my broadband at the time being such a slow and problematic.


Mekna which is my roomate was in neighbouring house, sim's house to complete the BEL work. She did not come home because they watch scary movie that night " the conjouring" . She forget to tell me as she always do. ,its okay. never mind.

So, that night. my room is empty and it was UNLOCKED!!

I never imagine that scarier thing can happen. i left all my 3 three handfon, Samsung S3, black android and xperia x8 on the study table outside, which is in living room where i always do my work because i always do that. the S3 was being charged, that xperia i just   testing it because i just bought the new battery for it.

in my room, there is my purse, handbag and mekna's laptop. the best is, it is unlock because i keep enter and out the room unconditionally.

perfect!

around 5.30a.m. Siti is woke up because she is eating sahur, she eavesdropping me sleeping in nad room because it is near the kitchen and the door is open. so, she can see everyone. she check the front door. Yes, it is locked!

just then, when she come back sleep after sahur, she heard front door being played.. krick krick kerik..
she thought me wake up and checking the door.. unfortunately,i'm still sleeping.

around 5.40 a.m i feel my leg being touch by someone. i got shocked!

i scream.... PEROMPAK, PEROMPAK, PEROMPAK as i chase that person.  i nearly get to touch that person at the stair.. then, flashback come across my mind, what if the perompak hold a pistol, i would be dead, because i:ve nothing. my roomate is not wake up yet. only nad is woke up at that time.

pakcik in front house did not wake up too.. brother, in neighbouring house just open his window.

i back off.

i quickly ask nad to call the police coz my henfon all GONE!!

Astarfirullahalazim.. i have been robbed!

directly i called 999. i tell them my correct address. unfortunately. this one police station near UITM which is balai polis (BJ) are so slow, the officer told the squad the wrong address. police come very late. the criminal all gone.. they suppose to come earlier when i called, so the criminal can be caught because they are running into the bushes, they must hiding somewhere. 

i feel so terkilan..

very terkilan. when police show up, they just check the house and go somewhere else.

they told us to do the report at police station.. can you imagine, pok teh which is live in Machang come faster than police in BJ. ok. fine

Around 7, after Subuh prayer, we all getting ready to BJ.

What is more shocking, the officer was "lastik burung" outside the station.

we all 5 person witness the situation.. me, nad, pokteh,wawa, lin.mekna. 

Pastu, nak buat lah report. malangnya, polis tu suruh cerita. so kmi cerita la.. cerita pnya cerita.. sikit pon dia tak catat. pastu ak tnya, kmi nk buat repot ni , knapa dia tak catat..

 last last, dia sruh kmi sendiri yang taip police repot tu.. adui.. ada akai ka... dah la skit hati dah satu hal.. rupa-rupanya.. dia la yg bagi alamat salah tu. dia kata taman ilmu. tak wujud. memang la.... bukit ilmu, desa harapan A.. ohoi.. geram time tu hanya Allah yg tahu....dia yg pandai pandai reka alamat palsu.. memang la polis smpi lmbat ke tmpat kejadian... boleh pulak dia marah kata knapa call 999, knapa tak kol balai terus.. dia kata lambat la... klu kol 999 kenapa melalui sambungan apa la.... adui.. agak agak la.....  fon dah hilang, mna nk ingat no balai dah. 

dan seingat saya, kitorang ada kol balai BJ tapi tak berjawab. kmi tanya kenapa? dia kata kabel rosak. pui.. logik la sikit pakcik.. emergency kot. boleh pulak rosak. dia kata jugak dia tak terima any call.... mmg la... asyik sibuk lastik... memeang la tak sedar phone bunyi.. iya dak..

adui.. dan sakit hati lagi.... dah la lmbat buat repot. we took almost 5 hour to complete the report.. memeang sakit hati.... kena rompak tak sakit hati macam tu.. dah la kena taip sendiri.. pastu, around 8.30 am.. baru ada officer perempuan ni datang.. la la tu jugak.. dia tak bagi taip dah.. kmi pon senaraikan lah satu satu barang yg hilang tu.... laptop mekna ngan lin, 3 fon ak, note 2 wawa. henbag lin, purse ak, kunci moto mekna. harddisk ak yg ak bru sedar lps ying bagitau dia dh pulangkn mlm kejadian yg ak bru ja tau.. n many more.. mmg tak bleh blah.. seluar jeans mekna pon perompak tu kebas.. memang saiko la hai..

dlm tempoh buat police report tu jugak la ak teruskan dgn batalkan semua kad bank ak..

dan haritu jugak, ak buat ic dan lesen baru..
kad, minggu seterusnya ak buat sbb kejadian ni berlaku hari khamis.. kmi habis kat balai dlm pukul 1.. mmg tak sempat la...

balik solat zohor.. terus pegi buat ic ak ngan lin... smpai sekarang tu la gambar ic ak.. nak senyum dgn tak senyum sama ja.. muka kelat,bru kna rompak. org suh senyum macam mana pon.. macam tu la..
dan gambar tu jugak jd gmbar ic.

to be continued...

mukaddimah pada 15th Ramadhan

15th Ramadhan
 13th July 2014

I'm starting to blog again after a few years.. ahaaa

what am i doing?
i'm doing good
i'm doing all the household work.

my target before internship is to be slimmer.

why blog?
because i feel i need to write something in order to keep my brain functioning..

"sampaikan olehmu walau satu ayat"

i feel it is not wrong to share my thought, my opinion and what i had experience as i live in this world.
life is different for each of us.

as a daughter, sister, younger sister, grandchild, student, apprentice.. here i will share my journey... it is hope that this blog will be my memorization of my beautiful life when i grow old.

so. today.
i wakeup in the morning and do the loundry, then playing games, helping father with what we called plumbing work for bathroom and kitchen sink.

I had transfer all my cloth upstair. im planning to tidy it up tomorrow, we'll see...

For iftar, i cook ayam percik, air asam,  bihun goreng, kuih seri muka, buah melaka, sayur goreng, and ikan bawal goreng. that'a all.

this nite, yie and nini come. nini is pregnent for 7 month already. looking forward for the baby.

then, now i will continue watching korean drama.. kbai.. :)